there is some one in my head and it is not me and it is not who i want to be
there is some noise in my head that i didn’t compose and it is not what i want to hear
there are some thoughts in my head that i did not think and it is not what i want to think of
there it feels like i am in some one else’s head that is not mine and it is not where i want to be
Had seen the movie The revolver y day night, didn’t make complete sense of it, but sure felt interesting. The things i made out of the movie are that Our ego is not us and we are not our ego, our ego is just taking us down hill.
Later on in the movie, near the end, these two additional quotes appear:
“The only real enemy to have ever existed, is an eternal one.”
—The Road to Suicide, pg 1, line 1
“Your friends are close, but your enemy is closer.”
—The Road to Suicide, pg 1, line 2
Then i come across this stuff Shared by a friend on facebook
From the book: ‘Eat, Pray, Love’
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“All I seem to do is argue with myself”
“That’s just your ego, trying to make sure it stays in charge. This is what your ego does. It keeps you feeling separate, keeps you with a sense of duality, tries to convince you that you’re flawed and broken and alone instead of whole.”
“But how does that serve me?”
“It doesn’t. Your ego’s job isnt to serve you. its only job is to keep itself in power. And right now, your ego’s scared to death cuz its about to get downsized. You keep up this spiritual path and that bad boy’s days are numbered. Pretty soon your ego will be out of work, and your heart’ll be making all the decisions. So your ego’s fighting for its life, playing with your mind, trying to assert its authority, trying to keep you cornered off in a holding pen away from the rest of the universe. Don’t listen to it.”
“How do you not listen to it?”
“Ever try to take a toy away from a toddler? They don’t like that, do they? They start kicking and screaming. Best way to take a toy away from a toddler is distract the kid, give him something else to play with. Divert his attention. Instead of trying to forcefully take thoughts out of your mind, give your mind something better to play with. Something healthier.”
“like what?”
“Like love. Like Pure divine love.”
we celebrate our beginnings and our endings,,always looking forward to milestones, to happy endings,,our firsts and lasts,,,,,,,,might sound cliche,,,but it’s the journey in between,,, and am beginning to enjoy every single moment of life,,, suddenly every moment counts
“You’re always haunted by the idea you’re wasting your life.”
— Chuck Palahniuk (Diary)
so much has been written and read about mumbai. One of the few places that can amaze anybody. I never understood the meaning of what a city is, mumbai gives the feel of living city, throbbing and amazing and gives you the new found freedom in being invisible and insignificant. No strings attached. Now i wonder what a city New york must be. Some day…
sometimes i don’t get things which are so obvious to others. 
i feel pity for the old and am very scared at the thought of my old age, i know for sure am going to be in a “worser” state
document everything u know, photograph everything you see, tell all your secrets, pour out all your feelings ,, cause we have to show the future generations the good times we lived in,,,,,,,will the future generations even have time to look back
looks like time is not in a hurry to tick today,,,its been day since morning and its only getting noon now,,,how i wish all my days are like this
“Well son, the funny thing about regret is, it’s better to regret something you have done, than to regret something you haven’t done.”
